Since it's already April, I need to realize that I'm already sixteen and need to focus more on my studies. Form 4 is not a honeymoon year. Seriously form 4 is a tough and tiring year for me. There's a lot of things that need to settle down. Homework, this, that and other stuff. Having bad results for monthly test. Not a good start for me. Who cares? Hahahaha >< I was being very playful on my studies. Over-thinking ruin me. Damn! Mid term is just around the corner. About 3 weeks to go. I guess. Suppose to prepare everything but then just nothing. Ugh...but then insyaallah I'll try my best. I just want to make my parents proud of me. *blinking* Hewhew ;)
I just hate that feeling of not being able to be the best among others and yes, it's such a worst worst feelings. But then I'm having such a great friends, they make me laugh all the day, make me feel cool, always put a huge smile on my face and that's the reason why I love them. Yes, a lot. Even they are stressful, just like me, but then they just think positive and put those trouble aside. I'm proud of having them as my friends ;)
To capital A. Don't just ignore me like this. It's hurts okay? Happy 4th monthsarry my dear. Love you xx
