At times, my mind goes way too far and what's worse, there's nothing I could do. Sometimes I wish I didn't have ears, so that I wouldn't have to hear gossips and rumors. Eyes, so that I wouldn't have to see people's mistakes and judge them like there's no tomorrow. A mouth, so that I wouldn't have to spread rumors and curse people.
There are times when I can't contol myself from condemning and judging people, I've been living on this planet for only fifteen years, eleven months and twelve days. Countless sins, I've commited. Sometimes I wish I could just stop breathing and leave this world forever, I'm not strong enough to pay all the consequences of my countless sins I've ever commited in my lifetime.
I'm a teenager, I've made plenty of mistakes and I'll continue until my time comes. Perhaps someday fate would bring someone who could lead me to the right path, guide me with patience, sincerity and love to me. Every teenager wants to change for better, all we need is just some support and a little APPRECIATION.
Some parents should be a little bit more understanding, spend some time with their children on each holiday. We teenagers need love and for sure, someone to turn to, there's always a problem to solve. Perhaps I'm way too young to talk about it, but well. Trust me, I've experienced some terrible experiences more than some older teenagers have.
I don't come from a fucked up family, but a happy one. I thank God for granting me such lovely parents that never stop giving me support, strength and an unbreakable spirit. Most of my friends are from messed up family and somehow, I understand how they feel. All of them are strong, facing a serious matter at a very young age.
I'm actually amazed, I thank God for giving them strength to overcome what they're going through right now, some are good at keeping everything bottled up and some aren't. I don't blame them, some people are just not that strong to face every God's attempt, I just hope they could stay strong.
Have faith in God and trust me, everything happens for a reasons. God must have so much better plans for you, don't ever stop believing. May God guide us along the right path as soon as possible, I'm pretty sure none of you wants to live in the valley of sins. God loves us all, He's just testing our faith.
